Hello to anyone reading this. I've never considered writing a blog before and I have no idea where I am going with this but I need some sort of outlet for my frustration, so here I am. Perhaps having a moan on here will have some therapeutic properties. As you will no doubt have noted from the title of my blog, I hate being pregnant. And having been diagnosed with chicken pox at 30 weeks, I have time on my hands and dark thoughts in my head.
I must warn anyone reading this (and I'm not sure anyone will) that I am
quite sweary and very moany. Before getting pregnant I was a heavy
drinker and smoker and giving up this lifestyle has been
indescribably hard. There will probably be lots of referencing to my former life which I miss very much.
I would find it helpful to hear whether other women feel the same as me. I fear that I am alone in hating being pregnant. If you are one of those women who "just love being pregnant" -oh, do fuck off. You nauseate me.
Let me just make one thing clear here and now. I am happy that in 10 weeks I will have a beautiful baby. I know I am being selfish at the moment and I realise I am lucky to be pregnant - but to me, pregnancy is an evil necessary...nothing more, nothing less. I know the end result will be immense. So if you are thinking of preaching (yadda yadda yadda), think again. I'm not interested. Don't push me, I am hormonal!!
Let me just make one thing clear here and now. I am happy that in 10 weeks I will have a beautiful baby. I know I am being selfish at the moment and I realise I am lucky to be pregnant - but to me, pregnancy is an evil necessary...nothing more, nothing less. I know the end result will be immense. So if you are thinking of preaching (yadda yadda yadda), think again. I'm not interested. Don't push me, I am hormonal!!
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